another fk day

early in the morning quarrel with my girlfriend...
i reali dont know what she wan ?? it is a
BREAK?? keep saying thing that hunt me .....
i wanna to cry but cant ... the pain is too hunt

she treat her friends better den me .... i think she like
her ex-stead better den me ... yesterday she msg me say i
nvr care about her.... how i care about her when she always
treat me like stranger ??

i am so fk up right now .... dont know what to do
that can make her happy... is like what i did is
always wrong ...

what my love and care is what she cant see de ...
only other people can see when they look on the
other side... i am not any guy who put all the love
on mouth or msg .... i am a guy who wan to show
her how much she important to me .....

darling if your past by my blog and read this pls
pls forgive me thx you ....